Monster in the Closet

I'm the abomination.
Today it is me, the monster's salvation
that never comes as it should.
As for now I cry,
as you would,
but have no tears, I...
I have no tears to try.
I'm the real abomination.
I don't even feel what you might.
Don't even recognize your fight.
It is your struggle, baby,
not mine,
not this time.
I told ya,
I'm the abomination.